Lol I wasn't even angry, just trying to prove my point, and then YOU got angry.
Ah well glad it's over xD
Tonight is Monday, I will be doing the reports tomorrow. I cannot afford any petty squabbles or distractions.
I will therefore be putting great emphasis on phrasing my words to not sound aggresive.
I need to sleep, this cough medicine is getting to my head @_@
Sunday, 20 December 2009
Believe me, I'm trying as much as I can to spend my time with you, even though I need my own time, or time with my friends.
Once this project is over, I can focus more on my you, my future studies/certificates and... GAMES :D
We should be happy and glad that it's our major projects are coming to an end (at least mine is, while yours is done)
I'll put in my 110% effort from Monday to Sunday next week, to ensure that I don't have to extend my project duration.
I am sorry.
Progress report:
RAM, Hard Disk and CPU are working for Microsoft and Unix.
I will be focusing on Cisco now, while leaving the rest of the cleaning up to my groupmates. At least they will have a solid, clean base to work upon, while I venture into new grounds.
Once this project is over, I can focus more on my you, my future studies/certificates and... GAMES :D
We should be happy and glad that it's our major projects are coming to an end (at least mine is, while yours is done)
I'll put in my 110% effort from Monday to Sunday next week, to ensure that I don't have to extend my project duration.
I am sorry.
Progress report:
RAM, Hard Disk and CPU are working for Microsoft and Unix.
I will be focusing on Cisco now, while leaving the rest of the cleaning up to my groupmates. At least they will have a solid, clean base to work upon, while I venture into new grounds.
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Progress report: I'm in a mess. I have one major part left to do, but here I am trying to add more things, and re-do the massive amounts of codes, so that it'll work for every single operating system... Sigh I need to reorganise myself and my mind.
Things are falling into place, with 1 major part of mine left (tracking Cisco Routers/Switches), and tracking 100 devices at one time.
This isn't going to be a good Christmas, I can feel it in the core of my bones. I most probably will skip Christmas gatherings and parties, while my groupmates will go out and celebrate (although they don't belong to the Christian faith).
It's not something I relish, and it boils my blood, but if I make this sacrifice, I can only hope that they learn from me, and put in more effort for this project.
If Christmas is sacrificed, this will be the 3rd time that I sacrificed holidays for C# programming.
I detest spending holidays cooped up at home. The feeling it gives me, it's so... Cold and.. disgusting. I hate the feeling.
I spent Hari Raya Haji with a malay fatso doing coding.
I spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day at home doing coding.
I hate poly life, regardless of what people say.
"It's the funnest years of your life :):):)"
Well BALLS to that.
Things are falling into place, with 1 major part of mine left (tracking Cisco Routers/Switches), and tracking 100 devices at one time.
This isn't going to be a good Christmas, I can feel it in the core of my bones. I most probably will skip Christmas gatherings and parties, while my groupmates will go out and celebrate (although they don't belong to the Christian faith).
It's not something I relish, and it boils my blood, but if I make this sacrifice, I can only hope that they learn from me, and put in more effort for this project.
If Christmas is sacrificed, this will be the 3rd time that I sacrificed holidays for C# programming.
I detest spending holidays cooped up at home. The feeling it gives me, it's so... Cold and.. disgusting. I hate the feeling.
I spent Hari Raya Haji with a malay fatso doing coding.
I spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day at home doing coding.
I hate poly life, regardless of what people say.
"It's the funnest years of your life :):):)"
Well BALLS to that.
Sunday, 13 December 2009
Hungry hungry
This was a little something I thought up one night while I was cold and desolate (for no reason).
Despair holds your hand tonight,
What will you do without a light?
To stay awake and try to fight,
Or better yet, stand up, take flight?
Just a random, dark rhyme that served no purpose but to make me brood longer before sleeping.
Mundane post that contains nothing much, except random words typed by a hungry boy who's programming at this hour :(
Current Situation: I am about... 3/5 done. There are only 10 weekdays left. If my team does not buck up; pull up their socks; wake up and progress, then we are almightily screwed.
I want to show a polished program that processes quickly. I want to show that my effort was worth it, that the lack of sleep daily was worth it. I want to show that I can lead 2 other programmers: One, a slacker, one, my past enemy; and still perform well.
It's something that's.. Uh.. Like.. I don't know how to explain it. I'm sort of taking this project personally, like it's my flesh and blood. I need to prove that it's good.
That I'm Good.
Despair holds your hand tonight,
What will you do without a light?
To stay awake and try to fight,
Or better yet, stand up, take flight?
Just a random, dark rhyme that served no purpose but to make me brood longer before sleeping.
Mundane post that contains nothing much, except random words typed by a hungry boy who's programming at this hour :(
Current Situation: I am about... 3/5 done. There are only 10 weekdays left. If my team does not buck up; pull up their socks; wake up and progress, then we are almightily screwed.
I want to show a polished program that processes quickly. I want to show that my effort was worth it, that the lack of sleep daily was worth it. I want to show that I can lead 2 other programmers: One, a slacker, one, my past enemy; and still perform well.
It's something that's.. Uh.. Like.. I don't know how to explain it. I'm sort of taking this project personally, like it's my flesh and blood. I need to prove that it's good.
That I'm Good.
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
Monday, 7 December 2009
Mundane
15 days left, I feel so screwed. I can only track Windows stuff now, and it's just not enough.
My groupmates realized that they just weren't progressing too late. There's not enough time now, I will most probably have to extend.
Then again, I was already feeling that during the first 5 weeks, what more despair can arise? I am prepared for it. After all, it's only 2 more weeks.
2 more weeks of sleeping 6 hours or less.
It's not a physical torture, more a of self induced mental torture so that I can squeeze every last single cell of though and imaginationi.
If you are reading this, don't take it too seriously. I am just typing whatever comes to mind, even if it sounds grim and dreary.
After all, I still have hope that I can pull through this. I still believe that once I shake off the invisible shackles holding down my mind and body, I can progress 2 times faster than now. I believe I can, and I will.
15 days left, I feel so screwed. I can only track Windows stuff now, and it's just not enough.
My groupmates realized that they just weren't progressing too late. There's not enough time now, I will most probably have to extend.
Then again, I was already feeling that during the first 5 weeks, what more despair can arise? I am prepared for it. After all, it's only 2 more weeks.
2 more weeks of sleeping 6 hours or less.
It's not a physical torture, more a of self induced mental torture so that I can squeeze every last single cell of though and imaginationi.
If you are reading this, don't take it too seriously. I am just typing whatever comes to mind, even if it sounds grim and dreary.
After all, I still have hope that I can pull through this. I still believe that once I shake off the invisible shackles holding down my mind and body, I can progress 2 times faster than now. I believe I can, and I will.
Friday, 4 December 2009
hahahohohehehoho
I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I must not slack, I cannot stop the engine again, facing writer's block for a few days has made me panicky as hell already.
This is the end of Week 6. Week 7 begins on Monday next week. I cannot afford the slack. I have to finish this project with a gleam of polish by week 9. I have no more time to slack.
Someone help me :(
I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I must not slack, I cannot stop the engine again, facing writer's block for a few days has made me panicky as hell already.
This is the end of Week 6. Week 7 begins on Monday next week. I cannot afford the slack. I have to finish this project with a gleam of polish by week 9. I have no more time to slack.
Someone help me :(
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
Well my Interim Presentation is over, and it was pretty lackluster.
Evaluator: "Mm ok ok thanks"
Supervisor: "Good job".
Well considering that my GUI is plain and boring, I wasn't disappointed, but rather relieved.
However, I can't rest on my laurels, and I can't let my "engine" stop again.
But I just want to load more work on my groupmates and not suffer 6-less hours of sleep per day :(
Evaluator: "Mm ok ok thanks"
Supervisor: "Good job".
Well considering that my GUI is plain and boring, I wasn't disappointed, but rather relieved.
However, I can't rest on my laurels, and I can't let my "engine" stop again.
But I just want to load more work on my groupmates and not suffer 6-less hours of sleep per day :(
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