Mundane

15 days left, I feel so screwed. I can only track Windows stuff now, and it's just not enough.

My groupmates realized that they just weren't progressing too late. There's not enough time now, I will most probably have to extend.

Then again, I was already feeling that during the first 5 weeks, what more despair can arise? I am prepared for it. After all, it's only 2 more weeks.

2 more weeks of sleeping 6 hours or less.

It's not a physical torture, more a of self induced mental torture so that I can squeeze every last single cell of though and imaginationi.

If you are reading this, don't take it too seriously. I am just typing whatever comes to mind, even if it sounds grim and dreary.


After all, I still have hope that I can pull through this. I still believe that once I shake off the invisible shackles holding down my mind and body, I can progress 2 times faster than now. I believe I can, and I will.

hahahohohehehoho

I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I cannot slack, I must not slack, I cannot stop the engine again, facing writer's block for a few days has made me panicky as hell already.

This is the end of Week 6. Week 7 begins on Monday next week. I cannot afford the slack. I have to finish this project with a gleam of polish by week 9. I have no more time to slack.

Someone help me :(

Well my Interim Presentation is over, and it was pretty lackluster.

Evaluator: "Mm ok ok thanks"
Supervisor: "Good job".

Well considering that my GUI is plain and boring, I wasn't disappointed, but rather relieved.

However, I can't rest on my laurels, and I can't let my "engine" stop again.

But I just want to load more work on my groupmates and not suffer 6-less hours of sleep per day :(