Tuesday, 4 May 2010
Memory:
I remember walking in a mall once, with orange lights, cold air con, a grand feeling, an absolutely new place that I walked around in with my mouth open because of it's grandiose design. Unfortunately I could never remember where it was.
I remember puking in a.. restaurant immediately after I replied my father's fateful question.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah"
*barf*
I remember sitting in the car, driving up to a jetty. I was very, very surprised that we drove on to a huge ship, which transported my family to.. Somewhere. Desaru? I was also surprised by the cereal I ordered, because I had always eaten cereal from ceramic bowls, but this was the first time I ate from a styrofoam bowl.
I remember running around a field in Sentosa near the old hotel, with large.. Shelters built, with a huge buffet spread. Unfortunately, I was young and foolish, so I only dared take chicken.
I remember making retarded faces to the two fellows sitting beside me in Primary 6, then turning around and getting greeted with another retarded face by someone else. LOL.
Enough memories for tonight, I'll get to sleep.
I remember walking in a mall once, with orange lights, cold air con, a grand feeling, an absolutely new place that I walked around in with my mouth open because of it's grandiose design. Unfortunately I could never remember where it was.
I remember puking in a.. restaurant immediately after I replied my father's fateful question.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah"
*barf*
I remember sitting in the car, driving up to a jetty. I was very, very surprised that we drove on to a huge ship, which transported my family to.. Somewhere. Desaru? I was also surprised by the cereal I ordered, because I had always eaten cereal from ceramic bowls, but this was the first time I ate from a styrofoam bowl.
I remember running around a field in Sentosa near the old hotel, with large.. Shelters built, with a huge buffet spread. Unfortunately, I was young and foolish, so I only dared take chicken.
I remember making retarded faces to the two fellows sitting beside me in Primary 6, then turning around and getting greeted with another retarded face by someone else. LOL.
Enough memories for tonight, I'll get to sleep.
A little song that I love listening to while relaxing.
My younger days... One word: Unfettered.
The peace I always felt when I was young, I loved that feeling. It always came especially during a car ride, where everyone in the family was quiet, the sun was setting, and the world just seemed magical.
I have to admit, I was born with a silver spoon. I got what I wanted, but when I demanded, I got the cane instead.
And now that I'm standing on the edge of my life... I was filled with a strange feeling, that if I could provide this sense of security and love for my children and wife, I would slog as hard as possible, undergo whatever stress I need to, just to see my family smile, just to ensure that the future is paved with gold for my offspring.
But you know, there's always the feeling of "no man I don't want to step out of my shell now, I'm so comfortable here, why can't I just stay in here another week?"
I know I can't. That's why I signed up for the Police Force. Really, joining the police brings untold dangers to my life that I must face. A physical stab in the back, a bullet wound, a bomb...
But if I'm accepted into the force, I know for sure if I survive the 5 year bond, I'll be a grown man. I'll have.. Taken the next step in life.
My younger days... One word: Unfettered.
The peace I always felt when I was young, I loved that feeling. It always came especially during a car ride, where everyone in the family was quiet, the sun was setting, and the world just seemed magical.
I have to admit, I was born with a silver spoon. I got what I wanted, but when I demanded, I got the cane instead.
And now that I'm standing on the edge of my life... I was filled with a strange feeling, that if I could provide this sense of security and love for my children and wife, I would slog as hard as possible, undergo whatever stress I need to, just to see my family smile, just to ensure that the future is paved with gold for my offspring.
But you know, there's always the feeling of "no man I don't want to step out of my shell now, I'm so comfortable here, why can't I just stay in here another week?"
I know I can't. That's why I signed up for the Police Force. Really, joining the police brings untold dangers to my life that I must face. A physical stab in the back, a bullet wound, a bomb...
But if I'm accepted into the force, I know for sure if I survive the 5 year bond, I'll be a grown man. I'll have.. Taken the next step in life.
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