Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease take away this pain, I've suffered more than enough pain for the rest of my life grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrradasdasdasd

Gastric problems again, super sharp pains on and off, throw in scar pain and I feel like killing myself everytime the pain comes back zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

The price I have to pay for my siblings' sins.


Sigh.


I fully understand why my brother said he was so excited to go army, even if there was physical torture. It's far better than the mental torture I have to undergo at home.


Maybe I should go find a job :/

Just something a little random to freshen up the blog!

I've achieved something! Omg!

See, last time, I could only jog 3-5 minutes, no more, slow jog. SLOW. Jog.

Then I gradually improved and could jog for 10 minutes!

Now I can jog for 20 mins!


It's really something amazing, it feels.. very refreshing. It makes me more determined to lose weight and feel more.. Determined.


Now if I can only be determined about studying Security+ >_>"""